Hope

Hello everyone,

I have decided to write more this year to see if I catch the attention of anyone at all.

Well to start off the new year I got extremely sick. Like I mean almost pneumonia sick. Thank goodness it is going away, slowly but surely.

On the bright side, I am talking to this guy who seems like a nice person. I only met him once and he struck me as a person I could become really good friends with. God only knows how horrible my friendships have gone and how I actually don’t have any. It’s sad to say I know but only time will tell. I am ready to find new friendships that will actually last. I do not need any more mistakes that I have been destined to run into every time I try and start a new friendship.

I have declared that this year will be different than the rest. I will actually be able to move forward in all aspects of my career and of my life. I am looking to better myself and be truthful to those around me. It won’t be easy changing but it’s a process I am willing to endure.

All I hope is that this new path that I am going to embark on brings me good things.

Sleep tight everyone,

-AW

New Year, New Me (Hopefully…)

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to Everyone.

Starting off the new year writing to you all about my recent changes. First off, let me start by saying how happy I am to be taking my life into my own hands. This past year I was involved with so many wrong mistakes. I have finally decided to not be involved with those type of people. I want to be able to actually be happy and not just pretend.

Second, my parents have finally realized that my family is not what it seems. My brothers treat me like crap and their friends do too. The only one who seems to notice this is my mom but my dad seems to be oblivious to everything around him. He finally saw that they were the ones excluding me.

Third, I am going to fight for the person I truly care about. I don’t care if he likes that one girl. I have the right to fight as I have known him longer than anyone else. I know his desires and secretes and how to make him happy.

All in all, I am finally going to start thinking about myself. I am going to take my life into my own hands and start to move forward. This year no one will be able to stop me.

-AW