Many have their own stories to share… Many decide to hide them…. I, on the other hand, believe it is time for everyone to know why I am making certain decisions….
So, here we go with Post #1:
As a child, we all have friends who we grow up with and who we eventually end up separating from. So if you are reading this you pretty much have a good idea of who I am talking about. That’s right Cassie, this story is about you. Over the years, I have been the person who has been there for you and has picked up all the piece that all those so called “loves of your life” have left along the way. But everything changed. That moment when you decided that getting attention from someone was more important than your “best friend” is where everything we worked so hard to keep together ended. You started ignoring me and would leave me hanging for hours just because of that guy you met at the club. You decided that I did not matter anymore. But what you don’t know is that you were the person that hurt me the most. You left me to deal with my misery alone…. You left me to die spiritually, emotionally, and physically. When I needed you the most you weren’t there. I was being sucked in by a black hole and you had no care for me whatsoever. Recently, you have wanted me to be sorry for you because of everything that you have been going through but the truth is……. I don’t really care anymore about all the things that are happening to you. I am honestly happy that you are going through all these things because now you know how it feels to go through all this and have to go through them alone. It sucks doesn’t it? Well, now you know all the pain and suffering I had to endure because before you weren’t there….. You only cared about the guys that dominated your life… and to this day that’s all you really care about. It’s sad to say that I lost a friend when I needed it the most.